જણાવી દેજો એમને કે જેમણે મારા અંધારાના એંધાણ ભાસ્યા છે,
હું તો સૂરજ છું પોતે, આ તો પરિસ્થીતીઓએ ધરા પર ધુમ્મસનાં થોડા વાદળો બાંધ્યા છે.

જણાવી દેજો એમને કે જે ગભરાવે મને છે આ બદલાતી પરિસ્થીતીઓથી,
હું તો અસ્થિત્વ છું પોતે, “હિમાલય – ગંગા – સિંધુ” – બસ અસ્થિત્વનો આનંદ માણું છું.

જણાવી દેજો એમને કે જે મને ડરાવે છે મને ઘુઘવતા દરિયાથી,
હું તો વંશજ છું એનો જ પોતે, ક્યારેક સેતુ તો ક્યારેક પગદંડી – દરિયાએ ખુદ જ રસ્તા બનાવ્યા છે.

જણાવી દેજો એમને કે જેમણે કે શુન્યસ્યઃના જીવનના હજુ થોડા શ્વાસ છે હજી બાકી,
જીવનના રોગોને દુર કરવાના, અમુક ઘરગથ્થુ ઉપચાર હજી એની પાસે છે હજી બાકી.

- શુન્યસ્યઃ

મારા જીવનની ક્યાં વાત કરું હવે,
ક્યાંથી શરુ કરું હવે અને ક્યાં ખતમ કરું હવે.

દુઃખના તડકા અને સુખના છાંયડા,
કયા ઊનાળાની કઇ બપોરની વાત કરું હવે.

પ્રેમના વરસાદની એ પહેલી હેલી અને એ હેલી પછીનો ઉકળાટ,
હ્રદયના કયા હિસ્સાના કયા ઘાવની વાત કરું હવે.

સ્વજનોની જુદાઇ અને જુદાઇથી વધેલી નિકટતા,
આંખની કઇ પાંપણેથી સરકેલા કયા આંસુની વાત કરું હવે.

ઇશ્વરની ક્રુપા અને ફક્ત ઇશ્વરની  જ ક્રુપા,
એણે કરેલા કેટ-કેટલા ઊપકારોની વાત કરું હવે.

જીવનની મહેફિલ હવે બરાબર જામી છે ‘શુન્યસ્યઃ’,
હાથમાં જામ છે અને હ્રદયમાં એનું નામ છે, આનાથી આગળ હવે કઇ વાત કરું હવે.

- “શુન્યસ્યઃ”

આજે ફરી એક વાર કલમ પકડવાની ઇચ્છા થઇ છે,
કે આજે ફરી એક વાર જીવન જીવવાની ઇચ્છા થઇ છે.

હું શોધુ કલમને અને કલમ શોધે શબ્દોને,
કે આજે ફરી એક વાર સંતાકુકડી રમવાની ઇચ્છા થઇ છે.

આમ તો નથી આવ્યું પરિસ્થિતીમાં કશું પરિવર્તન,
પણ આજે ફરી એક વાર તોફાનનો સામનો કરવાની ઇચ્છા થઇ છે.

આમ તો વેચાય જ છે બધે સુરાના આ જામ, ‘શુન્યસ્યઃ’,
પણ આજે ફરી એક વાર કોઇક્ની આંખમાંથી પીવાની ઇચ્છા થઇ છે.

- “શુન્યસ્યઃ”

Now first listen this one. Don’t get engaged on youtube, once you finish listening, read it on wards. Dear Gujarati fellows are insisted to stand-up and start taking garba right away. This blog is all about that thing. Even if you are not gujarati, you should stand up and move your legs a bit. These beats can fit in almost every kind of music. Or you can listen one high pitch, high tempo song that you love, a song that can suck you in to beats.  Here we go.

So now, how do you feel? Great..Hun? That’s exactly how a ‘normal human’ should feel. This is the feeling that we want to have all the time, about every day up to when we can breathe. The feelings that you have experienced right now is called – ‘Enjoyment’. The same feelings you may experience in all kind of out-door sports, hanging out with friends, family etc. There are lots of things that you can think of.

(Some honorable guys who read that warning and is still reading this post just because of ‘abusive terms’ tag in the very beginning, they may start feeling uncomfortable. They may go, “Where are fucking abusive words, you fucking shit. You waste my 5 fucking minutes, you crap.” The funny things about abusive words are that you always have to speak it up loud. It is obvious that if you say something in mind than the other guy can’t hear that. In the matter of abusive words, for speaker guy it is essential to speak it loudly and loud enough that third person can hear it. If third-party guy can hear that words by which transmitting guy is trying to send some important signals to receiving guy, than objective of utter most quality will be achieved. So please those kind of honorable guys, please don’t lose your patience.)

So, conclusion is that you feel great and you want to feel like this forever.

Now entertainment part, entertainment of any sort, it is like a smoking habit. When you start it – you love it, love it like crazy. Six months passed and the word ‘great’ start to be replaced by ‘good’. As time passed, the whole thing just become as heavy as load of horse-shit to carry on. It won’t make any sense anymore. Just to make a point so my reader can’t get confuse about me: I don’t smoke, I know a couple of people who do, and that’s why I have these information available. Examples of entertainment, well you know it – TV, PC, laptop and all those craps, in front of which we have to sit like fucking dumb ass and keep watching same shit different days. ( I hope that, those honorable guys are feeling much better now. )

All of us love to see a movie at theater, but if the same movie showed up on TV then we might not watch that. Why? Just because we have our friends and family with us when we watch it at theater. When watching a movie at theater, main things are to gather-up every one ( some uncertainty of postponing the whole movie idea make the scenario exited ), eat some stuff after during and after movie and of-course, expert comments by relatively no-mind persons make it great.

You all know these things, but still we always need someone to point it out every time.

So what is a point that I want to make? (Rather than just to let you people know that I can write some good shit.)

The point is that all of us have taken our life’s routine as granted. Same things on same ticking clock hands. Need to change it. How is the question that has to be answered by one’s own self. Let’s start to do something that provides us enjoyment we deserve, because you know 2012 is not too far. So as fast as we start differentiating between enjoyment and entertainment, better it will be for us. I guess that’s it for now.

PS: (Only to those Honorable guys: Over and out, you suckers.)

આ એકલા અધુરા એવા જીવનથી હું કંટાળ્યો છું,

રોજ ઉકેલાતા જીવનના આ કડવા રહસ્યોથી હું કંટાળ્યો છું.

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પંખી બનીને જન્મ્યો છું હું, બંધનોના આ પિંજરાઓથી હું કંટળ્યો છું.

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મારું અહીં કશું નથી, મારે કશું જોયતું નથી,

જ્યાંથી આવ્યો છું ત્યાં બસ પાછો જવા તરસું છું.

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બનાવટી જીવન, બનાવટી ચહેરા અને બનાવટી સ્મિતો,

જાણતા કે અજાણતા – ચાલી રહેલા આ નાટકોથી હું કંટળ્યો છું.

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સુખ અને દુઃખના બદલાતા રહેતા આ સમતોલન વચ્ચે,

ત્રાજવું બનીને હું કંટળ્યો છું.

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પાછું ફરીને ફક્ત એક વાર જોયુ છે મેં,

જીવનમાં લીધેલા એ એક ખોટા વળાંક પર હું ખૂબ પસ્તાયો છું.

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આ લાંબી અંધારી રાત બની રહી છે વધુ અને વધુ ગાઢ ‘શુન્યસ્યઃ’,

સૂરજના એ પ્રથમ કિરણોની હું રાહ જોઇને હું કંટળ્યો છું.

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 - શુન્યસ્યઃ

Cypher : Well then, quit worrying.
Shadow : I am not worrying. I just want to be sure.
Cypher : ‘In my terms,’ that’s worrying.

I wake-up and it was so Great.

Sun wasn’t out yet and it was little Freezy.

Was it about to Dawn and birds have just started to sing the morning Ragas.

I was very wondered by the very new world I was in, Must be a Dream I thought.

It wasn’t too often that I wake-up so early.

I stood up from my bed and walked through the patio.

The cool Air that I breath was new and my lung soaked it all.

Floor was still so wet and cold that it passed his sensation to my paws.

I opened the door, my three puppies ran and jumped on me. They walked along with me toward ‘MY Garden Swing’.

Some drops of last night’s rain still stuck to the edge of the roof of the swing.

I sat and my puppies jumped into my lap. I Swinged without any thought in my mind.

This is the moment of the Serenity that I was looking everywhere else but not in me. What a moron!!!

I was the happiest person on the whole so-called Miserable Earth.

It was still dark and he threw newspaper wrapped in a plastic bag and drove away. I read it.

I get in the house and get out with a cup of  Tea.

A special cup of Tea that my dad used to make. It was as great as always.

My dad is not very Expressive, but i know how much he love me. It can’t be measured.

I was out there touching wet leaves of the plants of my garden.

This must be the Paradise that people talk about.

I wished if i could stop time and spend rest of my life enjoying these moments. But I couldn’t.

Suddenly, I heard a loud voice, “Wake up, Let’s go to play pool.”

Crap, I opened my eyes and regained my consciousness. It was one’ o clock and I was still in bed.

Must it be A Dream, Yes a Dream that now can’t be converted in Reality.

“Yes, you can do it”, the motivator said.
“But what?”, cypher replied.

“Anything, anything you want to.”
“But I’m alright. I don’t want to do anything.”

“Nothing?”
“Ya, nothing”

“Nothing!”
“Yes. I said ‘NOTHING.’ “

“Well…if you want so…then do nothing.”
“Then also I’ll have to do something; you understand the term ‘do nothing’. I said NO-THING.”

“yes…then…well…good bye.”
“Ok good-bye now, take care then , b’coz I knew ‘you can do it.”

I fell, and never rise again.

I got wet and never dry-up again.

I never had those glorious days, nor do I have it now.

I was alyays a part of the team, but i never played that way.

Thought will i have something in show case,

but my dusted showcase is still waiting for one.

Distracted and Retracted many times before,

but never crossed that check point ever.

Always failed to change my self, but still happy to have a pure soul.

They said, “You never won.”

I said, “because I never wanted to own.”

But i know, deep in my Heart there is a graveyard,

where my unfinished dreams are lying in ‘Rest In Peace.’

Like others do, i just don’t know how to cry,

but can i assure you that, one day we all going to fly,

Will all of us going to touch the sky.

Anyway things like these happen to us, And

like me a feew of us, was able to scatter the drops of ink on the paper.

Given that have i still enough ink in your pot.

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There are some cogs, which are always forced to be a part of the system, but they know that they weren’t part of the system. They weren’t ever belonging to the system. They weren’t the cogs that can be fitted into the system. They are the part of the group, which identify their selves as ‘the free cogs.’ This free cog itself is an independent system. He is the boss of his own company, CEO of his self, King of his own republic. These cogs can be most ignorant things, insane or biggest losers, but yet they are free cogs and that’s what makes them special. They might have lost every single battle of their life, but they have won their own self and a free-blossomed life. And for that achievement they have declared their own selves as the ultimate winners of the life. They love every single thing around them and all they hate is the time of their lives when they didn’t enjoy their selves. They enjoy aroma of the air and color of the blossomed flowers. They talk with their dogs and shake their hands with the god.

Even if anyone argues that every cog on this earth is casted only for the system then they reply that yes, they are the part of the system, but they lies somewhere in the system where cogs are not connected and system is not really developed yet. All the cogs over there are ‘Free Souls.’ Sometimes they rotate and sometimes they don’t. It’s not the shaft, which drives such cogs’ movement, but it’s only driven by the free will. These cogs are sometimes called anti-system or underdogs or you can say them as anti-socials, just because they oppose the system’s decision and follow their hearts. These cogs never wanted to enter the system and so they never interfere. then also system always want to take over these cogs, because these free cogs always inspire slave cogs to think, to oppose, to ask for the rights and to be more like free cogs. There has been great battle going on between system and free cogs. No one has won it nor is anyone going to win. These free cogs were, are and will always remain ’The Free Cogs.’ That’s all.